Still

Still amazed: that my kids still love me even though I make lots of mistakes with them.
Still getting used to: being authentic.
Still loving: being a mom who stays home.
Still proud of: how hard Christopher works to make a good, comfortable life for his family.
Still not proud of: past friendships that crashed and burned.
Still hoping: I'll get a chance to amend those friendships and be at peace finally.
Still worried: that I'm either doing too much or not doing enough.
Still never going to: smoke cigarettes or get a tattoo.
Still pretending: that I’ll get in great shape again.
Still reading: parenting books.
Still wanting to read: a real book, from front to end, in one sitting without interruption.
Still interested in: losing weight and getting in shape.
Still not interested in: doing what it takes to lose weight and get in shape.
Still looking forward to: going to church every Sunday.
Still not looking forward to: a long, dreary, rainy winter.
Still failing: at cultivating deep friendships.
Still grateful for: my beautiful children.
Still praying: to believe without having to see
Still not believing in: diets of any kind.
Still believing in: miracles from God's own hand.

What are YOU still doing?